Do · You · Hear · Me · Call · Your · Name?

i've realized some things lately.
i can't do everything on my own like i thought i could.
that was brought to my attention in more ways then one.
i do much better once something is laid out for me to abide by.
like, i can't really set goals for myself.
not just goals though.
it's like if some one tells me i can't do something, as if i'm not capable.
more than likely, i will prove them wrong and it will be done.
but if i were to tell myself that i can do something, most likely it doesn't happen.
i listen but i do not take advice well.
i don't like help from anyone really, self pride issue to be honest.
or you could call it being stubborn.
i've learned more about myself lately and the things i need.
to have those by my side who will help me get to where i need to be is a feeling i miss.
it's more, lets say, accomplishing.
i like to help others.
i don't do as well alone as i thought i did.
no more of this independent shit.
it's pretty lonely.